It is good...

... that I am no longer MoAS in our barony. It's not nice to share all the 'glory'. I had been thinking about opening our home twice a month for sewing nights or something, reviving the old "Convivium" nights, but now I don't know. We'll see. I'm feeling disheartened and down right now.

I should wake Zack up (Vegas hours for him) and see if he'd like to do something. Shawn has the weekend off and it's been so very, very long since I've had my two sons together at the same time that I don't know what to do with my joy. No one ever warned me that being a parent came with quite this kind of price tag... missing them so much and knowing that I can't let that interfere with their own lives.