That wasn't easy

I just resigned from my Pennsic staff position. That was hard. But I'm too unsettled, and we're hitting the stage where the Deputy Mayors need to have their crews solidly based and motivated. Me, I don't even know how I'll be, physically, by summer. There's too many variable side effects to my therapy drug, which I haven't started taking yet.

It just didn't seem fair to Una for me to keep dallying. Now she can tighten up her team and recruit, if she needs to, people she can count on.

I'm still planning on helping out - there, and (maybe) making Quartermaster runs if they need me. And I really, really want to help out with stuff around camp. I haven't been able to do that for so long that I've become a ghost there. And I'd like to be able to take some classes without having to plan for them months in advance so I have a replacement in my job spot.

And I'd like to see what it feels like to wake up without an alarm clock.

Ohhh... I am a sour person

Someone from our local group just came back from Gulf Wars and texted me greetings from far-away friends. And instead of being glad to get the greetings, my very first thought was a knee-jerk "She'd better not be telling people that we are buddies!"

I'm a grump.