Lose Some, Win Some

Jun. 16th, 2025 11:18 am
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The reading at the Waterloo Bookfest was not my best. It was a cool and blustery day, and I read The Qalupalik from a printout on a single piece of paper. Normally, this would not have been a problem, but I was getting a lot of feedback from the microphone and had to grab the mic in one hand and hold the flapping piece of paper in the other while I moved further away from the stage monitor to get clear, unscreechy sound. Because I couldn't hold the paper in both hands, I got lost a few times during my reading. To top it off, there was a group of 12-year-old boys behind me being little shits. I was a little 12-year-old shit, once, too. It's a rite of passage, I think. They were roughhousing and once I finished my reading, one of them came up to the mic and made a big show of thanking everyone for clapping for him. All the while, he kept shooting looks at his friends to make sure they knew how cool he was. Oh, cringey tweens. You're only cool to one another. Hahah!

I have another reading coming up. I'm a featured performer at the Huron Multicultural Festival in Goderich, Ontario on June 28. I'll be taking the stage at 12:15 and this time, I will be prepared for cringey 12-year-olds, screechy feedback, and noisome gusts of wind. Prepare yourself for some spooky tales!

In other news, I've received dozens and dozens of rejections. For all the publications I get, folks are mostly unaware of how many things do NOT get published. I haven't done a specific count for a year, but I did count in May. I sent out 61 submissions. I had I had 23 rejections. I had three acceptances. It can take anywhere from a few hours to a couple of years to hear back from any particular magazine/anthology. Sometimes they never respond at all. And sometimes, things will be accepted, and then they never get around to sending a contract or responding to any further communications. Publishing can be a very frustrating endeavour.

All that being said, I've had three rejections since last night, and a couple of publications so far this month.

Flash Flood published my tiny tale of terror Overdrawn.

Terrain.org has published my short story If You Listen, a cautionary tale from the POV of Sedna, mother of the sea.

As I mentioned before, my poem "Angakkuq," as published by On Spec Magazine, is a finalist for the Aurora Awards. Voting is now open to members of the CSFFA (Canadian Science Fiction and Fantasy Association. You do not need to be an author to be a member. Membership is only ten bucks, and for that low price, you get a voters' package which includes all of the finalists for the year. This includes full-length novels, short stories, poetry, illustrations, and more. You don't have to vote for me (although I won't complain if you do), but I'd love to have you read my poem as well as check out the amazing work by Canadian writers and illustrators. The money supports speculative fiction in Canada.

Tenebrous Press has shared a mini interview with me. My story "The Snow Hath No Queen" is a winner of their Brave New Weird award, and will be published later this month in their anthology. It looks fantastic! You can order it here.

Da protest march

Jun. 15th, 2025 09:17 am
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The Manhattan protest march was scheduled to start at 2 PM in front of the Central Library (the one with the lions), go down 5th Avenue, and end at Madison Square. It rained all morning, forecast to taper off in the course of the afternoon, so around 1:00 I put a transparent recycling bag over my protest sign, walked to the train station, took a train to Grand Central (a conductor said "I love your sign" as I boarded), and walked a block to the library, where things appeared to be more crowded than at the last two protest marches. (I use the first-person singular because [personal profile] shalmestere was in Boston, winding up a week at the Early Music Festival.)

Oh, about the sign. In honor of Flag Day, one side had a US flag, followed by the words "with liberty and justice for ALL!", the last two words underlined. The other side said "1775-2025: 250 years and we still don't bow to KINGS".

Chatted with various other protesters around 42nd Street, as the crowd surged forward a foot or two, then stayed in place for ten minutes, repeat. About 3:10 I got to 41st Street, but after that things moved more smoothly, and it wasn't quite 4:00 when I got to 34th Street and peeled off for Penn Station because my lower back was hurting.

The next train to my station was in 45 minutes, but I figured I could happily spend that time sitting in a chair with a back. A couple of white twentysomethings asked to see what my signs said, and seemed quite puzzled that I opposed anything the Trump administration had been doing. We discussed the DOGE dismantling of numerous government agencies, and I suggested that if you actually wanted to reduce waste, fraud, and inefficiency in government, you would start by understanding what the agencies are supposed to do, then identifying particular programs that are working well and others that aren't achieving their goals, then analyzing them to decide whether the unsuccessful programs could be made successful or should be abandoned; you don't start by firing (illegally) all the inspectors general whose job is to reduce waste, fraud, and inefficiency in government, then firing tens of thousands of mostly-competent workers regardless of whether they're doing a good job. Doing things the right way takes months, and Musk didn't have that much time: he wanted to destroy agencies in a hurry before the courts could stop him. The guy I was talking to acknowledged that there might be more effective ways than Musk's to improve government, "but Musk is gone now. You've been talking for ten minutes, and you're clearly very passionate about what Musk did, but you haven't mentioned Trump once.' [I had, in connection with Musk having no actual governmental authority, but not much.] "So what has Trump himself done that makes you think he's a king?"

So I took a deep breath, thinking "where do I even start?", and didn't do a great job of this part, before a middle-aged black guy walked up and told the kid I was talking to that he was full of shit. The kid stood up, they started shouting in one another's faces, and almost came to blows before the black guy's female companion persuaded him to walk away. One of the twentysomethings reported the episode to a cop, then came over and shook my hand before they all went to catch their train.

At which point I looked at my phone to check on my departure time, realized that I'd been looking at the schedule of trains in the opposite direction, and that I had just missed my actual train; the next one was in another 50 minutes, so I took the subway home instead.

Meanwhile, [personal profile] shalmestere had just boarded a train home from Boston. I got home, took an ibuprofen, lay down for a while, applied a heating pad to my back, walked and fed the dogs, ate a little (I wasn't very hungry), then went back to Penn Station to meet her and accompany her home. After which it became a relatively normal evening.
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I have a question about eye safety, maybe someone here can advise me on.

Apropos of the protests going on, I've seen a lot of helpful pointers about preparing for getting tear gassed or pepper sprayed, such as not to wear contacts and to have tight-fitting chemists' goggles. But not wearing vision correction is not an option for those who need it, and the alternative to contacts is glasses, which are apparently incompatible with most eye protection from gas or particulates.

I am aware of the existence of some models of full-face gas mask that have internal mounting hardware for glasses, but in addition to being expensive themselves, they require getting lenses made and fitted to the gas mask (i.e. not compatible with regular glasses). I'm surmising the existence of these means that other, cheaper, spectacle-compatible eye protection doesn't really exist, but I thought I'd ask.

My personal interest in the topic is less about protecting myself from chemical ordnance at protests – I only wish I could attend protests (though if things got spicy in the right location I suppose I could collect my fair share of tear gas at home) – than from wildfire smoke. The conjunction of the No Kings protests and the local air quality alerts from fires in Canada reminded me I should really be doing some preparation in this space.

I'm allergic to smoke. (It turns out it wasn't con crud I kept getting at Pennsic.) My reactivity to smoke only seems to be gradually getting worse over time. So when I've heard reports or seen pictures from the left coast of the sorts of wildfire smog they have there, I'm like "...not enough steroids in the world." I mostly manage this threat by not crossing the Mississippi, but it could happen here. Or upwind of here. It has. If not quite so "blot out the sun" bad, certainly bad enough for me to feel it.

So I've been looking at half-face elastomeric respirators, but that leave eyes unprotected.

Any suggestions?

Edit: I'm getting a lot of suggestions that aren't really helpful because:

1) Most safety goggles are for protection against impact or splashes, and as such literally have vent holes that make them useless against gases and airborne particulates.

2) Involve buying a prescription eyepiece. The whole point of my question was looking for alternatives to buying additional prescription lenses. Like I said, I am already aware of options that entail ordering custom lenses, I am looking for alternatives that don't involve that and are compatible with regular glasses the wearer already has.

There may not be any*, which would be good to know, but that is the question.

Allow me to put a finer point on this. If there is no affordable, readily available option for eye protection against gas/powder attacks for people who are dependent on vision correction, then that implies something important about protest safety that is entirely missing from all of the discourse of the sort that recommends having a gas mask to go to a protest.

* Since posting, I learned the term PAPR, and am now wondering why they're so expensive and whether that's a technology ripe for DIY.

Grandiloquent Word of the Day

Jun. 14th, 2025 07:42 pm
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Grandiloquent Word of the Day https://www.facebook.com/GrandiloquentWords?__cft__[0]=AZX8S0GF5tayhhpeRWWSuLF7hVq0Wk-WITHY8Iyg89rX8WAm-oh5ggjZepfbEIUR2wo5XxiSANwKd1Nw1rwrb4OaMzpHUzZ_mIE3l9EUfJbWwNTq5UVV7nZ1exZNfHZnbSw-xrm09aTyZnP1xkoB71ibUcls2tgirB-gGjR5LnlIkcer6Pq51IZuw4vB_hqPL--wah1OsskhodJQyizlDPPq0Q-3SSsN6B-m5x0ehbR0soDAAZZcBp9izKWHOMrIRrk&__tn__=-UC*F (On BlueSky, FB, and other platforms) Zabernism [ZAB-ur-niz-im] (n.) - Unjustified or unwarranted use of military authority; military jackbootery; abusive bullying.

From the German name for Saverne, a town in Alsace. Originated from an incident in 1912 involving an overzealous soldier who killed a cobbler for smiling at him.

Used in a sentence: “The fascist leader’s deployment of soldiers against the very citizens it was meant to protect will always be remembered as vainglorious zabernism.”

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The 3.5% figure isn't automatic

Jun. 14th, 2025 03:34 pm
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All of that 3.5% have to keep active/mobilize/write/phone etc.

"The '3.5% rule': How a small minority can change the world
BBC, 2019

Nonviolent protests are twice as likely to succeed as armed conflicts – and those engaging a threshold of 3.5% of the population have never failed to bring about change.

In 1986, millions of Filipinos took to the streets of Manila in peaceful protest and prayer in the People Power movement. The Marcos regime folded on the fourth day.

In 2003, the people of Georgia ousted Eduard Shevardnadze through the bloodless Rose Revolution, in which protestors stormed the parliament building holding the flowers in their hands. While in 2019, the presidents of Sudan and Algeria both announced they would step aside after decades in office, thanks to peaceful campaigns of resistance.

In each case, civil resistance by ordinary members of the public trumped the political elite to achieve radical change.

There are, of course, many ethical reasons to use nonviolent strategies. But compelling research by Erica Chenoweth, a political scientist at Harvard University, confirms that civil disobedience is not only the moral choice; it is also the most powerful way of shaping world politics – by a long way. Read more... )

No Kings protest in my small town

Jun. 14th, 2025 01:10 pm
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The word from organizers seems to be that we had 350 people in a town of 10,000. Photo of my sign and "No Kings" royalty outfit. [image: image.png]

a project: sandals

Jun. 13th, 2025 12:53 pm
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2025 04 19 18.33.58

[A mockup of a sandal built from pink card stock. It has two straps across the front, and a single strap at the back, across the heel.]

So what with one thing & another I am now limited to only wearing shoes that work with my suddenly VERY picky feet. This is not awesome! I’ve been lucky enough to be able to wear basically whatever shoes I wanted for most of my life! (Okay, it helped that I’ve never liked wearing high heels, or shoes with pointy toeparts that squish your toes. But STILL). Suddenly I need to wear the right kind of shoes or my feet will become Very Angry!

That’s the down side. The up side is that the fancy, special shoes my feet need to be functional? Shoes with absolutely the fuck no foot support whatsoever.

… look, I don’t even know.

These days you can buy barefoot shoes lots of places, which is pretty delightful. Down side? Sixty bucks a pop, minimum. & I’d already spent a fair amount of money on shoes trying to find SOMETHING that would work.

Up side? If you don’t have to worry about anything but a flat sole, shoes are pretty easy. & it’s not like we don’t have any leather kicking around.

So I made myself some sandals.

2025 05 20 12.46.23

[One of the straps from the pattern sits next to a strap cut from lapis blue leather. Sitting on top of both is a black metal tool rather like a vegetable peeler, but with the blade perpendicular to the handle.]

I only had to buy one tool, a skiver, seen above. One uses these to thin out the ends of the straps, in a case like this, so that one does not have lumps of strap sitting underneath one’s feet. That blade? _Extremely_ sharp.

… it took a while to get the hang of it.

2025 05 20 12.52.31

[The skiver sits on a piece of white card stock, along with the blue strap and a whole lot of tiny crumbs of blue leather. The card stock has been cut into in several places.]

Turns out if you start on the smooth side (& also hold the skiver right), you can start taking off bigger pieces. & also that if you work on a metal jewelry anvil instead of a hunk of card stock, you won’t make such a mess. (Probably not the best thing for the blade, but, welp)

Anyway I pushed through the ‘I have no idea what I’m doing, I am so bad at this, I will never learn’ & started getting the hang of it. As witness:

2025 05 20 13.20.02

[The skiver is sitting on top of a flat steel jewelry anvil, along with a bunch of much larger pieces of blue leather. The end of the strap is sitting under the skiver; it looks pretty thin at the edge.]

Once I was through all of that it was time to glue the straps on, which required me to mark where the straps GO, which is a whole lot easier with a metallic sharpie than with a black one if you’re using black leather.

2025 05 20 20.45.23

[A leather sole sits on my desk, with a gold metallic sharpie sitting on top. Short gold lines have been drawn along the edge of the sole in a couple places.]

& then I had to sew everything together, which was painfully tedious, so I didn’t get any pics of that process at all. Lastly I glued two more sole layers to the bottom of the soles, sandwiching the strap ends between the layers — you don’t want to sew all the sole layers on, as the stitches will wear through really fast as you walk. Those get glued on, too.

2025 05 21 19.58.40

[A finished sandal, seen from above. The lapis blue straps sit above a brown suede insole. Slightly paler brown stitches run around the entire outer edge of the sandal.]

It’s a good thing that contact cement cures quickly, because I had maybe a half hour between glueing the last bits on & running out the door. But they look great!

2025 05 22 15.56.38

[Sandals on my feet! They’re held on by lapis blue laces around my ankles. The edge of one of them, where the front straps run between the sole layers, is already pulling apart slightly. But they look pretty!]

Of course I already have plans for my next pair, & of course, there’s things I need to fix. But they work, & I have shoes again!


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a fun, but long, day

Jun. 13th, 2025 12:17 am
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This morning started, as is typical for us on a work day, with his 05:00 alarm. By 05:30 he was on the road to work, as we chatted on the phone, and I was packing my backpack and getting ready to walk to the bus stop. 
 
By 06:20 I was on the bus, but I didn't start work for another 10 or 15 minutes as Brooke was on the bus, so we chatted for the first bit. I hadn't expected to see her again as the school year is over, but she was heading in to make up an exam she'd missed. I enjoy her company, but she is probably going to get a student apartment in town in the autumn, so our paths are unlikely to cross again.
 
I got a fair bit of work done in the morning, and then walked over to the hospital for my next check up as one of the lab rats in the Swedish Glaucoma Nicotinamide Trial.
 
While I felt wide awake when I arrived, the test where you stare at the light in the middle and press a button whenever you see another light blink into existence anywhere else got me feeling sleepy. For the right eye I found my focus slipping repeatedly, but managed to force it back. Then, on the left eye, I actually fell asleep and woke back up immediately a couple of times.
 
Therefore I wasn't surprised when she said i had done worse on the left than in previous visits. Therefore, i will return om Monday to do that test again, and se if there is a real change.
 
I finished up there in a good time to catch the 12:30 bus home, so I did, with the plan to both work on the bus, and more when I got home, to make up for the time missed at the eye doc's.
 
But as I waited for the bus I called Keldor, who was having a slow workday, waiting for parts to arrive so he can resume the current project. 
 
While waiting he came home and picked up the old freezer we are getting rid of, now that we have the better one from his dad. Since he wasn't working, I failed on my attempt to work on the bus, and we hung out chatting till my bus got to Ånäset, where I hopped off and met him, and we went to the Stenfors Antique and second hand store, where we bought lots of things. Hand woven bands, bentwood boxes, wooden bucket style lunchbox with lid, a medieval style saw, a felt sun hat, a mad scientist light bulb lamp, some Asterix comic books, a bunny, and a large wooden box suitable for carrying large scrolls.
 
Home after that fun date I baked some naan bread, and we ate the entire batch. Yum! Then he went out and mowed the lawn, while I sat down and resumed my work day.
 
As we have a workshop on monday, where we will be demonstrating how to filter and export data from the SEAD database, I have started working on a tutorial video for it. 
 
So far it is only the introduction part, explaining the goal of the video, and introducing the various parts of the browser window, but I am pretty happy with it, as I was able to figure out how to zoom in to each portion of the screen as I described it.
 
I have already done the screen capture for the data filtering part of the video, but adding the voice over to that, and adjusting the timing so that the words and mouse action align can wait till tomorrow. 
 
 After putting down the computer I tucked Keldor into bed, then did my yoga and relaxed catching up in social media a little before sewing a cord to my new hat, so it won't blow off in the wind. 
 
Then I crawled into bed and decided to write this. Now it is after midnight, and tomorrow is still a work day, after which we drive to Luleå for Spelmansstämman in Gammelstad, so I should post this and get some sleep.
 
 
 
 
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... assuming you are not pleased with what Mr. Trump has been doing.

If you want to attend No Kings, but are concerned about violence at protests:
1: even in LA, the police say that the violence is
A: from known yahoos that show up all the time, not sincere protestors and
B: primarily happens at night
2: is less likely at smaller gatherings.

Look here for your local gathering: https://www.nokings.org/#map

People who voted for him:
He promised one thing and is doing another, such as promising to remove criminal immigrants, but instead is having his people arrest law-abiding immigrants following the proper procedures at courts and hearings. He's letting the criminals and gang members just do their thing. That's nobody's idea of justice.

People who didn't vote for him:
This is not the post to argue about people who voted for him and regret it.
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