Better, but guilt-ridden
Feb. 18th, 2006 07:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stitchwhichOkay, so I have decided that I'm glad I'm alive again. But that doesn't mean that I'm very useful yet. Tomorrow is a demo at a Jewish Synagogue - I'd really been looking forward to it but now I'm backing out. Because I'm still in that darn fever/chill cycle and I know that means that I'm contagious. But I feel just so darn sh*tful (sorry) about not going that I keep trying to talk myself around it. Today I actually had energy to use - went to the grocery store, loaded the dishwasher, and am now catching up on the email that requires brain cells. So I feel like I'll be SO much better by tomorrow. I should go. And then my 'other brain' reminds me that I spike a fever and shiver every few hours and can barely stand up for more than a few minutes before I start shaking so... not really healthy yet, are we? And we certainly don't want to pass those germs to anyone else, right? Especially not _children_. Right? *sigh*
Right. But I promised to help... I'm putting together a little package of reproduction artifacts and stuff (along with some loaner garb) and I'll have it ready for the demo 'point person'. Maybe I can write some stuff up on 3x5 cards so she'll have some extra information. But me not going means that she'll be doing all the talking by herself for two and a half hours. Man, I hate to do that to her. And I did promise...
*sigh*
Right. But I promised to help... I'm putting together a little package of reproduction artifacts and stuff (along with some loaner garb) and I'll have it ready for the demo 'point person'. Maybe I can write some stuff up on 3x5 cards so she'll have some extra information. But me not going means that she'll be doing all the talking by herself for two and a half hours. Man, I hate to do that to her. And I did promise...
*sigh*
